The post where risk depriving you of your human rights…

Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh!!

Ok some of you  may remember me. I switch from a blog to a self hosted one a few months back. Ring a bell? Naah I don’t blame you 😉

Anyways the biggest drawback was losing all of you in the process.

But I just discovered a way to turn my biggest dream  (yes I have a pathetically lame life) into reality!!!

I can actually (and this is a real thing so hold on tight) “transfer” all you wonderful people from this blog to my new site!!!

How awesome is that!!?

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Will that be okay for you? 🙂

I really hope it is.

But if not and you feel like I’m taking away your right of freedom just unfollow, ok?

No hard feelings.

Pinky Swear.

Ok, here goes.

Hopefully I’ll  see you on the other side!




Here comes the sun ☀️

(dudududuhh… Here comes the sun and I’ll say

It’s alright! Dadadadaaaa ☀️ )

Yaaaay!!! Don’t you just love my singing? Oh stop you’re making my blush….!

Anyways THE SUN IS HERE!!!! Like daaaaamn girl it’s been AGES since I’ve looked at your blazing face.

So I decided to participate in another “Thinking Out Loud” post thingy 🙂 I know I’ve done a few before but this one is going to be a proper one with bullet points and numbers and pictures and randomness (similar to this one here 😉 ) 

Ok. So those were the formalities, I’ll just quickly grab something to drink (this girl needs to keep hydrated) and we’ll meet back in five, ok? Aaaaand… BREAK!

(This is me trying to get to my drink before you people become bored 😛 )

  • TENHUT! I am back let’s get started!!
  • Yes, I often use words I don’t know the meaning of, what’s your point?
  • Great, I just forgot everything I wanted to write…. Aaaaakwaaard…..
  • Ha! Got it again!!
  • Breakfast! Totally, absolutely, positutely adore it!! My personal favorites are overnight-oats because I do all the “hard work” the day before and then all I have to is let them sit in the fridge for the night and the next morning VOILA! perfect breakfast without the slightest bit of work. *purses lips and poses like a vogue model (Hahah I wish!) (Wow… My inner-voice is really mean, no wonder I’m so self-conscious all the time….)*

And sometimes if I have enough time left, I throw some milk foam over the whole thing 😀 maybe sprinkle a bit of cinnamon on top, and at the end of the day (this phrase is used for metaphoric reasons only), it should look a little (read: a lot) like this:

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(Now I don’t mean to brag, but *ahem* … I made this picture myself 😛 )

This is what breakfast is supposed to look like. So now we’ve got that settled…

  • Does anyone of you have even the faint memory of a red-headed superhero girl and her slightly wimpy but sweet sidekick and his little naked mole-rat? I believe they’re names sound something like Kim Possible, Ron Stopable and Rufus? Or something of that sort… Yeah me neither….
  • Remember how said red headed girl I have no memory of had this little computery, cellphoney device thingy?

(Oh this brings back memories….. Or not….)

I found the ringtone the device made and now use it for my cellphone!!!!! And I must say… I feel very cool whenever I get a text message 😛

  • Well the sun is completely gone now, and with it my will to live (wow, you should really stop making jokes like that, girl) stay awake. Did I tell you that I feel asleep while studying Latin vocab….? I believe that says it all (about my tiredness level and my dislike of Latin… Like come ON people it’s a dead language!! I could be learning so many other things and – BREATH WOMAN!!! – *pheeeeeeew* ok I’ll save this rant for a different post)
  • Goodbye my dear people!! Don’t forget to breath every now and then 😉 😛 😀 🙂

(Hahaha I’m so funny.)


(Shut Up…)

I welcome change as long as nothing is altered or different :)

You know, as a teenager I keep changing my mind. (Ok, maybe it’s just me… Just…Go with it, ok?)

I change my mind about which T-Shirt is my favorite. I constantly have a different singer or music style I adore. I’ve switched from dream job to dream job more often than you can say “Quidditch”. (Anyone get the Harry Potter reference? 😛 ) I’ve repeatedly decided I want to stop with this blog only to write a new post 2 days later. My need for a best friend constantly varies. I have a gazillion cities I want to live in when I grow up.

Ok, I think you get my point. 🙂

Anyways I used to be terrified of change and all those changes, especially the ones concerning my future. They would freak me out and I would become all panicky and scared. I had to have a plan for the future!! I needed a strict set of steps I could follow and if I did everything accordingly all would be perfect in the end. Whenever this wasn’t the case, whenever there wasn’t a precise agenda I could lean on to, I felt like I was drifting aimlessly in the dark.

What I’m trying to say is, the more I glide toward my 18th birthday (5th April, presents are more than welcome 😉 😛 ❤ ) I realize everything falls into place on it’s own. Does that make any sense??

Here, let me give you an example: The dream job I had fix my mind on wasn’t making me happy and excited anymore, however I refused to budge from the path I had so carefully constructed. Then one day my mom brought home the box set of Grey’s Anatomy (of course I had to start watching immediately, the safety of the world depended on it) and as I watched all those doctors, intern, nurses and whatnot bustle around I felt my heart expand and I started to feel all light and happy. That was when I just knew that medicine was the right thing for me.

A similar thing happened with my dream home town. I knew I didn’t want to stay in Austria (even though it’s beautiful, the weather just depresses me too much) I desperately researched this town and that, countries in the north, countries in the south, big cities, small cities…. But whatever I found just didn’t seem right, you know?

Then a couple of weeks ago I was flipping through a magazine, I don’t remember why it was featured in there, but I came across an article about New Zealand. (I think it was something about having more sheep than humans…)


I felt the swelling in my heart again and now I know, I know (bold, italic and, underlined for extra emphases 😉 ) I want to at least try living in New Zealand. I can’t really explain it… Just this feeling. This deep satisfaction and… peace (?) as if I finally have at least a rough picture of where I belong.

Who knows, maybe I end up being a politician in Bratislava, but somehow I’m ok with that….

I’m finally not terrified of change anymore.



And here’s a cheesy quote to end this post juuuuust right 😉 :


The Awkward “Post After”…

Hello wonderful people!!
I am back!! 😀
Sorry for ditching my Thursday posting day. And this time I even have a proper reason 😉
No, but seriously though, my last post was kind of a big deal for me and every post I’ve written since then seemed kind of weak and pathetic in comparison (how sad is it that a just spent 5 minutes trying to remember the correct spelling of that godforsaken word…?).
So I decided to skip Thursday, ’cause you know what they say “quality always trumps quantity” 😉 😛
Anyways now I am back hopefully in full glory!!!

Ok so I have a confession to make…. I don’t really have anything planned for today’s post (yes, I’ve  been neglecting my blog plan so sue me, I ain’t perfect *insert sassy gesture here*) but I’ve really missed y’all and I’ve been stuck in a car for the last 6 hours and my butt hurts and I’m slowly but surely going insane *takes deep gasping breath because the sentence turned out longer then expected and continues* hhaaaand this terrible thought suddenly popped into my head that maybe I should stop blogging or take a break or maybe I don’t even like blogging anymore and so I was like NOOO!!! I must trump this negativity, so here I am shaky and out of breath wondering if you’d like to have coffee with me *smiles seductively*

(So what do you say? Coffee and Croissant for two 😉 )

P.S.: I also wanted to thank you guys for the wonderful reaction to my last post. All the comments, the likes, the new followers… Seriously… You don’t know how much they mean to me 🙂 As a matter of fact even I was surprised by how happy and complete I felt whenever I read one of your responses 🙂 😛

Jeez guys I’m sorry for being so sappy lately….. I must be going through some kind of phase…. Or maybe Winter finally caught up with my mood 😉 (I am a summer person through and through 🌞)

Wow. Ok. I’m gonna stop now before this post becomes anymore awkward and bumpy…
(Gosh what must my new followers think of me!!! 🙈 *cringes in embarrassment*

Yeeeeeaaaaaaah… I’m just gonna….
*throws smoke bomb and disappears forever*


Just another non-coherent post written by yours truly :)

[Quick side note: Don’t you just LOVE my featured image!!? When I first saw it, my heart went aaaaaw and then melted into something sparkly and pink.]

Ahem! To business.

Question of the day: Who invented baking?

What self-loathing person thought, ” Hey let’s try throwing some powdery white stuff, raw eggs and sugar together! Something delicious is bound to come out of this experiment!!” (Please note: this sentence is dripping with sarcasm) Anyways, whoever that crazy person was, I am forever grateful. ❤ Because I luuuuuuv baking 😛 I bake when I’m stressed, depressed, nervous or euphoric….. My family now refuses to eat my “products” and I am constantly blamed for every slight weight gain in a 5 km radius…. But what can I say… It’s my passion *sniffs dramatically*

So now my friends have to suffer MUHAHAH 😈

I’m like Izzie Stevens in Grey’s Anatomy!! *nods head proudly*  You know her?? No………. Huh……. From which planet do you come from..? o.O

OH! I have some wonderful news I simply must share with you 😀

As some of you may know I had my last exam today (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)….

…and I celebrated my wonderful freedom by rampage baking all afternoon 😀 it was wonderful….. *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh 🙂 *

Now. Is anyone in dire need of brownies? Or cookies? Or muffins? *smiles awkwardly*

I’m feeling rather happy and emotional and “in-touch with my soul 🔮” at the moment, so I feel like I should share a little something with you.

Blogging. My blog, is one of the few things I do that have nothing to do with school… At least in the last couple of weeks…. By sticking to my blogging schedule I force myself to take about an hour break every other day. And it’s one of the few things I really look forward to…Even if I have no idea what I am going to write about, just knowing that there are some people out there actually reading the things I blog about and maybe even caring….it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside……. 🙂


You people have no idea what you do for my sanity……..

I like you guys 😉




🌙Thinking-Out-Loud 🌙

Keeping the memories alive. (This isn’t as deep as it sounds)

Heeeeello beautiful readers!!!
Happy New Year to AAAALL of you!!! 😀
How did you spend the last minutes of 2014? Did you go out with friends? Did you stay in and celebrate with your family? Vice Versa?
Oh really?! Wow that sounds like fun!! Go you!!! 😀
You wanna know how I spent my Silvester Night?
Like the hardcore party person I am…..
I wouldn’t be embarrassed except for the little fact that a nine year old girl outdid me by hours!
Oh well I guess old people need more sleep….

(You know I miss my awesome smileys… I can’t wait till I get home and I can use them again 😛 ❤ *sighs happily* )

You know what? I am in a ridiculous good mood right now 😀
I’m still situated on that uncomfortable bed from last time, but this time I’m listening to music with my bro and click-clacking away cheerfully on the wireless keyboard I got for Christmas. Nothing special happened today and yet I am has happy as a dog running over a green field.

(Jabadabadoooooo 😛 )

Which leads me to my next point: This year I plan to make a memory chest. Now, even some of the most sophisticated people out there will be having a hard time understanding what I mean, so let me elaborate. A finished memory chest (or jar or notebook) contains 365 little notes holding one happy memory of each day that year. Which means I have to write down one good thing that happened that day 🙂 . This was inspired by one of my favorite bloggers, Running With Spoons, and if you still have no idea what I’m talking about let me send you over to one of her posts where you shall find a more detailed description of what I’m going on about 😉
That being said I have only one other goal I want to reach, but I probably won’t be able to reach it anytime soon…..:
I want to be a famous blogger!!!!!!!!
It’s something I realized a few days ago and I can’t get rid of the idea…. I want to be a famous blogger soooo bad!!!!!! >(0.0)<
… I guess I just have to wait and see what 2015 has planned for me….

Happy 1.1.2015 Everyone 🙂

. ❤ .

Great(ish) Things That Happened (Sorta) Today :)

Hello wonderful people!!! 🙂

You ok there??

So, I think today will be another one of those so-called “Thinking Out Loud” posts…. I hope you don’t mind 🙂 last time was kinda fun and it’s nice to write just because, ya know? And also not think every one in a while has it’s up side………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………. (see, that’s me not thinking 😉 )

Anywaaaays….. Here goes 😛

  • So good news, I survived my Latin exam today… Yeeeeaah… let’s talk about passing another time….. Moving on!
  • By the way thank you sooooooo much for all the good luck wishes I received!!! They made me smile every time I read tone 🙂 They were my little motivation boost when times were tough 😛
  • Another oh-so exciting thing that happened today: I finished reading my current book , “North Child”.  (Wait let me quickly take a picture… Unos Momentos! or something similar my Spanish ain’t even CLOSE to great….) At first I was like: “Eeh…” But then I got more and more into it and I actually started loving it 🙂 now I’m sad it’s over 😦 *Sniff*


(Yaaah it’s a picture!!! )

  •  Oh! Another marvelous reason to be alive just popped onto my head!!!! In case this knowledge has not caught up with you today (how’s that for a sentence) today is the 18th, never mind the month, and do you know what thaaat means?? Huh? Huh?? It’s Apricots And Cream’s 3 month anniversary!!!! Yaaaaay! 😀
  • Ma lil’ baby is 3 month old… Oh I still remember the time when the youn’ thing sported it’s first post… Oh deary how times does fly….. (For some reason this whole passage came to me with a strong Texas accent)
  • Anyhoo, I am off to bed 🙂 after yesterdays 777 worded post (o.o) I decided today shall be a short one 😛 (and also I’m starting to feel kinda like this:  

                                                       brain smiley  #braindead) 

Sleep tight everyone and may tomorrow be a good one, especially since it’s Fridaaay 😀


 (Ooooooh…. O.O)