The Awkward “Post After”…

Hello wonderful people!!
I am back!! 😀
Sorry for ditching my Thursday posting day. And this time I even have a proper reason 😉
No, but seriously though, my last post was kind of a big deal for me and every post I’ve written since then seemed kind of weak and pathetic in comparison (how sad is it that a just spent 5 minutes trying to remember the correct spelling of that godforsaken word…?).
So I decided to skip Thursday, ’cause you know what they say “quality always trumps quantity” 😉 😛
Anyways now I am back hopefully in full glory!!!

Ok so I have a confession to make…. I don’t really have anything planned for today’s post (yes, I’ve  been neglecting my blog plan so sue me, I ain’t perfect *insert sassy gesture here*) but I’ve really missed y’all and I’ve been stuck in a car for the last 6 hours and my butt hurts and I’m slowly but surely going insane *takes deep gasping breath because the sentence turned out longer then expected and continues* hhaaaand this terrible thought suddenly popped into my head that maybe I should stop blogging or take a break or maybe I don’t even like blogging anymore and so I was like NOOO!!! I must trump this negativity, so here I am shaky and out of breath wondering if you’d like to have coffee with me *smiles seductively*
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(So what do you say? Coffee and Croissant for two 😉 )

P.S.: I also wanted to thank you guys for the wonderful reaction to my last post. All the comments, the likes, the new followers… Seriously… You don’t know how much they mean to me 🙂 As a matter of fact even I was surprised by how happy and complete I felt whenever I read one of your responses 🙂 😛

Jeez guys I’m sorry for being so sappy lately….. I must be going through some kind of phase…. Or maybe Winter finally caught up with my mood 😉 (I am a summer person through and through 🌞)

Wow. Ok. I’m gonna stop now before this post becomes anymore awkward and bumpy…
(Gosh what must my new followers think of me!!! 🙈 *cringes in embarrassment*
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Yeeeeeaaaaaaah… I’m just gonna….
*throws smoke bomb and disappears forever*

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Early Rainy Morning – Coffee = Deep Cora

I am different.

I am weird.

I am the only girl in my grade with short hair. Probably the whole school…

I’m the only blonde person in our class.

I have made it my mission not to let people walk all over me. Teachers and students alike.

And I am okay with being the “odd one out”, really, but for some reason the other people in my class can’t accept that I am different. They don’t know where to place me when they call me something stupid like “Coraan” and I just don’t react. Not like the other people in my class who either laugh awkwardly, or get irritated or blush. My face stays as blank as a piece of paper (a feat I have practiced for a long time and am now very proud of 🙂 ) 

Honestly though…. I don’t care.

I don’t really know why I’m telling you guys this, but I feel like… I don’t know…. I just want to, I guess….

I don’t have a dramatic background or some horrible story. I am a normal girl with a normal family going to a normal school which happens to be stuffed to the brim with pretentious snobs. These snob think that everybody wants to be like them and they shun everyone who isn’t. If I had a penny for every time somebody called me stupid or laughed behind my back… (yadiya we all know how the saying goes 😉 )

And I don’t care.

You know I think I know why I am so persistent about blogging about this matter…. It’s because I DO NOT CARE!!! The thing that just hit me is, I used to always care. My life was built on what other people thought of me. I had to change school twice because the opinion other students had about me, screwed me up too much….

Nothing has changed. Except every thing has changed. People laugh behind my back. I don’t care. I have friends I trust. I have hair I like. I have a blog that one day shall be famous.

And I’m okay.

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I’m not sure if it’s suitable for this post, but I love this so much:

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Just another non-coherent post written by yours truly :)

[Quick side note: Don’t you just LOVE my featured image!!? When I first saw it, my heart went aaaaaw and then melted into something sparkly and pink.]

Ahem! To business.

Question of the day: Who invented baking?

What self-loathing person thought, ” Hey let’s try throwing some powdery white stuff, raw eggs and sugar together! Something delicious is bound to come out of this experiment!!” (Please note: this sentence is dripping with sarcasm) Anyways, whoever that crazy person was, I am forever grateful. ❤ Because I luuuuuuv baking 😛 I bake when I’m stressed, depressed, nervous or euphoric….. My family now refuses to eat my “products” and I am constantly blamed for every slight weight gain in a 5 km radius…. But what can I say… It’s my passion *sniffs dramatically*

So now my friends have to suffer MUHAHAH 😈

I’m like Izzie Stevens in Grey’s Anatomy!! *nods head proudly*  You know her?? No………. Huh……. From which planet do you come from..? o.O

OH! I have some wonderful news I simply must share with you 😀

As some of you may know I had my last exam today (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)….

…and I celebrated my wonderful freedom by rampage baking all afternoon 😀 it was wonderful….. *siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh 🙂 *

Now. Is anyone in dire need of brownies? Or cookies? Or muffins? *smiles awkwardly*

I’m feeling rather happy and emotional and “in-touch with my soul 🔮” at the moment, so I feel like I should share a little something with you.

Blogging. My blog, is one of the few things I do that have nothing to do with school… At least in the last couple of weeks…. By sticking to my blogging schedule I force myself to take about an hour break every other day. And it’s one of the few things I really look forward to…Even if I have no idea what I am going to write about, just knowing that there are some people out there actually reading the things I blog about and maybe even caring….it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside……. 🙂

Wow…

You people have no idea what you do for my sanity……..

I like you guys 😉

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Could somebody PLEASE remove this screwdriver from my brain!!!!!

Ok people this is it.

Tomorrow at this time I will have survived my Biology exam and (much more importantly) my Math exam.

After that all I have to do is withstand the freaking Latin exam on Thursday and then everything will be over! At least for this semester….

Oh gosh I can’t wait for Thursday afternoon!!!! Then I can finally go back to being the cheerful, perky blogger you all know and love instead of this depressed, stressed and not well dressed (sorry had to do that…. Temptation was too strong… 😛 ) student. Seriously, I feel like a piece of runny dough that has been rolled out to thin, and even though somebody is desperately trying to cut cookies out of it, it just ain’t working anymore!!! So stop it!!! You’re harassing the cookie dough and the cookie dough does not like to be harassed!!

In all honesty though, with my current state of mind, I couldn’t come up with a decent blog post to save my life…

So with these joyful words I shall now leave you and instead pictures of cookie dough shall take my place. I’m sure you two will find a lot of things to talk about, and frankly cookie dough is in a much more amusing than apricots and cream.

At least for the time being….

Enjoy: 😀

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(I present to you heaven in a bowl.)

Well at least I have my smileys….

I can’t wait!!!

Sometimes I can’t wait for the future to come.

I can’t wait till I finally graduate.

I can’t wait till I can finally start studying.

I can’t wait till I can finally start my own life.

I can’t wait till I can finally take my own responsibility and make my own mistakes.

I can’t wait till I can finally buy my own little, scrumpy, crummy apartment.

I can’t wait till I can finally visit New Zealand!! (Maybe I’ll buy my crummy apartment there 😉 )

*jumps up and down excitedly*

I can’t wait I can’t wait I can’t wait!!!!bunny smiley



But now I’m stuck in the present so I guess I have to make do for the time being….

Oh weeeeell….

Gosh! Do you know what is the most annoying thing ever??! Having this unbearable urge to take loads and loads of pictures, but having that urge brutally denied due to pitch black darkness (I accidentally wrote “b**** black”…haha. Oops! 😁 Ahem! Not funny. Ok moving on.) There’s only so much you can photograph inside….

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Yes, we still have our Christmas decorations up. So sue me 😛


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And this is my book case. As you can see I am a very literate person. *nods head proudly*



So school sucks. Sorry? Was that sudden change of thought to sudden for? Let me clear you up 😉

I was thinking about what to write next. Coming up with a few good half sentences but never quite finishing because my mind would inevitably end up at schoooooool. Which annoys me cause then I start to think about all the things I have to do and the upcoming exams and blahdiblahdiblah, so then I start feeling like this:

And when I desperately try to save my mind from the black hole that is my never ending to do list, it looks a little something like ah this: 

(Is it just me or does this look like an egg….? o.O)

Of course I fail… Next up is me starting to feel terribly overwhelmed and stressed and I start freaking out and wondering how in Godiva’s name I’m supposed to manage the upcoming weeks:

 A good while after the panic attack, my brain goes in overdrive. There’s a loud CLACK in my head and a blinding light! And all I have left is a gray, smushy mass that used to be the place where my knowledge was kept safe:

The next stages happen quite quickly. First, I ask God, the world and the universe what terrible things I have done in my past life to deserve this:

Pretty shortly after that I’m like: “Screw dis sh*t” (Pardon my French 😛 )

And before you can say”Quidditch” I’m working on some serious ZZZs: 

(Did anyone get the Harry Potter reference in this sentence?🙈)

Guess in which stage I am now?? 😉 😛

So anyways this is totally NOT the post I had intended…. It just….happened….. But thank you for listening none the less 🙂 you are a great person to talk to 😀

I am off to bed now, sooo

Good Night, my dear people 🙂

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Subject: How I Met The Bloody Mary In Me

*Ahem, Ahem*

Got your attention?

Good.

FYI: This is a sorta, kinda, so-called “response post” to a post from A Mr.Louis from VA:

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Dear How I Met Your Mother Writers,

How could you?!? How dare you destroy my favorite series in the world with such a horrid ending?!!

I would like to inform you that I CRIED throughout the whole episode!! I  would also like to inform you that I NEVER cry while watching TV. NEVER!!! And you know what makes matters a whole lot worse???? I wasn’t even watching the real ending!! You hear that? The ALTERNATIVE ENDING brought me to my knees!!! The freaking ending that was supposed to make everything good again after your terrible mistake of a first ending.

I refused to watch Season 9 until the new, supposedly better, ending was aired.

I walked away from any conversation that included talk about the actual ending, because I didn’t want to ruin my FAVORITE SERIES IN THE WHOLE FREAKIN’ WORLD!!!

Do want to know how I felt while watching your improved (excuse me while I laugh) ending???

A little piece of my heart broke with every passing minute. I could actually feel little chips of it breaking off until finally it shattered.

My little brother FORBADE me from watching the real ending and quickly told me what happens. (It was a “tearing a bandage off a wound” kinda thing.) And all I have left to say, dear Mr. and Ms. How I Met Your Mother People:

How

Do

You

Sleep

At 

Night?

Yours Sincerely,

Bloody Mary

So now I know what a zombie feels like….

Goose almighty I just looked up zombies on Google Images and have now lost the ability of sleeping….

(This is the safest one I found…. Not sure if this is cute or disturbing…)

So tell me, how are you?

Really? Uhuh… Uhuh……Uhuh…………..Uhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Hmm?!?!

What??? What??  Where am I??! You talkin’ to me???

Sorry folks, I didn’t mean to be rude… Sleep has been kinda non existent here in good ole Coraville.

I can hardly believe this is my third day back at school!!! It feels like I never left *siiiiiiiiiiiigh*

On a more cheerful note it snowed yesterday 🙂

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(Thank you, Professor VJ  Duke for sending some of your snow over 😉 )

So yay… At least I got that working for me….. Although I have lost the feeling of my fingers so often by now I’m surprised they’re even attached. But enough with this danged negativity!!! Let me show you some pretty pictures of the Winter Wonderland around our house:

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Oooooooh it’s snoooow 😍

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Looooooook at da pretty snow!!!!!! ❄️❄️❄️ ❤ ❄️❄️❄️

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LOOK AT IT!!!!! O.O

Sorry for being all intense this is probably the only good thing that happened all week……. Aaaah stop with the antagonism already!! Daaaaamn…….. I am a happy and cheerful person and I shall not let school suck it out of me! So there!!

(I’ve been writing this post for a while now and if you look closely you can see the changes in my mood 😛 )

Ah well enough with the rambling, I am off to learn about lightning and why it is what it is! Wish me luck my fellow people and may your day be zazzier than mine 😀

Toodles!!


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