The post where risk depriving you of your human rights…

Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh!!

Ok some of you  may remember me. I switch from a wordpress.com blog to a self hosted one a few months back. Ring a bell? Naah I don’t blame you 😉

Anyways the biggest drawback was losing all of you in the process.

But I just discovered a way to turn my biggest dream  (yes I have a pathetically lame life) into reality!!!

I can actually (and this is a real thing so hold on tight) “transfer” all you wonderful people from this blog to my new site!!!

How awesome is that!!?

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Will that be okay for you? 🙂

I really hope it is.

But if not and you feel like I’m taking away your right of freedom just unfollow, ok?

No hard feelings.

Pinky Swear.

Ok, here goes.

Hopefully I’ll  see you on the other side!

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I welcome change as long as nothing is altered or different :)

You know, as a teenager I keep changing my mind. (Ok, maybe it’s just me… Just…Go with it, ok?)

I change my mind about which T-Shirt is my favorite. I constantly have a different singer or music style I adore. I’ve switched from dream job to dream job more often than you can say “Quidditch”. (Anyone get the Harry Potter reference? 😛 ) I’ve repeatedly decided I want to stop with this blog only to write a new post 2 days later. My need for a best friend constantly varies. I have a gazillion cities I want to live in when I grow up.

Ok, I think you get my point. 🙂

Anyways I used to be terrified of change and all those changes, especially the ones concerning my future. They would freak me out and I would become all panicky and scared. I had to have a plan for the future!! I needed a strict set of steps I could follow and if I did everything accordingly all would be perfect in the end. Whenever this wasn’t the case, whenever there wasn’t a precise agenda I could lean on to, I felt like I was drifting aimlessly in the dark.

What I’m trying to say is, the more I glide toward my 18th birthday (5th April, presents are more than welcome 😉 😛 ❤ ) I realize everything falls into place on it’s own. Does that make any sense??

Here, let me give you an example: The dream job I had fix my mind on wasn’t making me happy and excited anymore, however I refused to budge from the path I had so carefully constructed. Then one day my mom brought home the box set of Grey’s Anatomy (of course I had to start watching immediately, the safety of the world depended on it) and as I watched all those doctors, intern, nurses and whatnot bustle around I felt my heart expand and I started to feel all light and happy. That was when I just knew that medicine was the right thing for me.

A similar thing happened with my dream home town. I knew I didn’t want to stay in Austria (even though it’s beautiful, the weather just depresses me too much) I desperately researched this town and that, countries in the north, countries in the south, big cities, small cities…. But whatever I found just didn’t seem right, you know?

Then a couple of weeks ago I was flipping through a magazine, I don’t remember why it was featured in there, but I came across an article about New Zealand. (I think it was something about having more sheep than humans…)

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I felt the swelling in my heart again and now I know, I know (bold, italic and, underlined for extra emphases 😉 ) I want to at least try living in New Zealand. I can’t really explain it… Just this feeling. This deep satisfaction and… peace (?) as if I finally have at least a rough picture of where I belong.

Who knows, maybe I end up being a politician in Bratislava, but somehow I’m ok with that….

I’m finally not terrified of change anymore.

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And here’s a cheesy quote to end this post juuuuust right 😉 :

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Le moi has returned from the text books :)

Happy Saturday Friendly Faces!!! 😀

I. Am. Back.

I have survived!!! This ungrateful week is FINALLY over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some of you may remember from my last post that I had Math Exam on Thursday and I’ve been studying like a crazy broccoli for the last couple of days (which is why I missed my last posting day, sorry guys 😦 ) But no more!!! I don’t even know what I want to write about in this post. I just felt like writing and celebrating my wonderful  freedom and- oh, I’m starting to cry *starts fanning eyes like they do in the movies*  thank you guys for wishing me good luck, you don’t know how much they made my day.

*sniff* ok sorry… Moving on!

So guess what I did today? 🙂

Nothing. Absolutely, posotutely NOTHING. And by nothing I mean not a single thing to do with homework, studying, or school in any way. It was beautiful. 🌻 I spent the whole day reading, baking cookies, and playing Skyrim.

Ha, that caused you to pause a bit didn’t it? 😛  Do you know what Skyrim is? You do? Oh that’s good, didn’t expect that, but if you don’t mind I’ll give a short explanation to all the uninformed people out there, ok? Thank you for understanding you’re a wonderful person. 😉

Ok so Skyrim is this computer game and it’s, like, huge, with all these intertwined missions and villages and ya know other…. stuff….. I just started playing today so half of the time I have no idea what I’m doing…… But daaaaaaaamn guuuuuuuuurl that game be intense!!! Half of the time I’m drench in sweat and shaking from fear. Seriously. I must sound like the worst weak-hearted person alive, but just now some wolfs attacked me from behind and I actually screamed……….. My dad came in asking if I was alright………………………….

I have yet to decide if I hate the game or love it…..

So that was everything on Wimpy Geeks Today. Hope you enjoyed today’s show and if you feel like saying, complaining, or criticizing about something, leave your message in the comments below and I will get back to you ASAP. Or you could always tell me about your day, that works too 🙂

Have a good one everybody! It’s a great day to be you!!!! 😉 😛

Toodles 😀

Oh! One last thing before you go!! I’ve started a Twitter account and it would mean the world to me if you’d check it out, and maybe give me some tips ’cause right now that little blue bird is terrifying o.O

Muaw!!!