Nothing much to see here just me being all smushy and grateful

First off, I’d like to thank all you wonderful people for the sweet words you left me on my last few posts!!!

I’m really sorry for not replying, it’s just whenever I start thinking about a nice way to respond my brain goes all mushy and blank…. So I figured it was better not to answer and seem all mysterious and busy with my awesome and buzzingย life (haha, can’t even say it with a straight face) ย instead of puking jumbled up words back at you… (Ain’t that just like the most beautiful metaphor you have ever heard..?)

My point (and yes I do have one): Thank you very much for your kind and encouraging comments and I swear I’m reading them and I appreciate them so, SO much!!!!

(While we’re on the topic of hugging read this ๐Ÿ‘‡ย it is HILARIOUS!!)

(….at least in my sick and twisted mind it is ๐Ÿ˜› )

So, I’ve got to be honest with you, this post strictly speaking doesn’t really have a “content”ย (unless of course you count hugs.. In that case this post is full of them!!!ย )

I just had this unbearable urge to write!!!



Just write, write, write!! Sure I could do it in the quiet of my room but what kinda fun would that be ๐Ÿ™‚ I’d complain to you about school and all the work they are making us do, but I don’t want to… I’m in this precious yet delicate “happy bubble” and I don’t want to pop it, not yet… and I’m guessing you know how easily that happens, am I right?? ๐Ÿ˜‰

So let’s make some small talk instead ๐Ÿ™‚

I decided to let me hair grow (can you believe I’m a 17 year old girl who has NEVER had long hair!! The longest ย I’ve ever had stopped at my chin… I know right?! Like O.M.GEEE)

Awkward realization I had a few days back: Making new friends? NOT my thing!! Like nuuah. Nope. Nopenopenopenope

(Ok point has been made… moving on!)

Yes has a matter of fact I am slightly hungry.

What??! You want to take me out to dinner?? No, I can’t except….

Well if you insist…. Gosh you’re really sweet you know that??

Hahaha of course you do XD

Let me just quickly grab my purse!

Got it! Leet’s go!!

Cheers! ๐Ÿ˜›


Here comes the sun โ˜€๏ธ

(dudududuhh… Here comes the sun and I’ll say

It’s alright! Dadadadaaaa โ˜€๏ธย )

Yaaaay!!! Don’t you just love my singing? Oh stop you’re making my blush….!

Anyways THE SUN IS HERE!!!! Like daaaaamn girl it’s been AGES since I’ve looked at your blazing face.

So I decided to participate in another “Thinking Out Loud” post thingy ๐Ÿ™‚ I know I’ve done a few before but this one is going to be a proper one with bullet points and numbers and pictures and randomness (similar to this one here ๐Ÿ˜‰ )ย 

Ok. So those were the formalities, I’ll just quickly grab something to drink (this girl needs to keep hydrated) and we’ll meet back in five, ok? Aaaaand… BREAK!

(This is me trying to get to my drink before you people become bored ๐Ÿ˜› )

  • TENHUT! I am back let’s get started!!
  • Yes, I often use words I don’t know the meaning of, what’s your point?
  • Great, I just forgot everything I wanted to write…. Aaaaakwaaard…..
  • Ha! Got it again!!
  • Breakfast! Totally, absolutely, positutely adore it!! My personal favorites are overnight-oats because I do all the “hard work” the day before and then all I have to is let them sit in the fridge for the night and the next morning VOILA! perfect breakfast without the slightest bit of work. *purses lips and poses like a vogue model (Hahah I wish!) (Wow… My inner-voice is really mean, no wonder I’m so self-conscious all the time….)*

And sometimes if I have enough time left, I throw some milk foam over the whole thing ๐Ÿ˜€ maybe sprinkle a bit of cinnamon on top, and at the end of the day (this phrase is used for metaphoric reasons only), it should look a little (read: a lot) like this:

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(Now I don’t mean to brag, but *ahem* … I made this picture myself ๐Ÿ˜› )

This is what breakfast is supposed to look like. So now we’ve got that settled…

  • Does anyone of you have even the faint memory of a red-headed superhero girl and her slightly wimpy but sweet sidekick and his little naked mole-rat? I believe they’re names sound something like Kim Possible, Ron Stopable and Rufus? Or something of that sort… Yeah me neither….
  • Remember how said red headed girl I have no memory of had this little computery, cellphoney device thingy?

(Oh this brings back memories….. Or not….)

I found the ringtone the device made and now use it for my cellphone!!!!! And I must say… I feel very cool whenever I get a text message ๐Ÿ˜›

  • Well the sun is completely gone now, and with it my will to live (wow, you should really stop making jokes like that, girl) stay awake. Did I tell you that I feel asleep while studying Latin vocab….? I believe that says it all (about my tiredness level and my dislike of Latin… Like come ON people it’s a dead language!! I could be learning so many other things and – BREATH WOMAN!!! – *pheeeeeeew* ok I’ll save this rant for a different post)
  • Goodbye my dear people!! Don’t forget to breath every now and then ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜› ๐Ÿ˜€ ๐Ÿ™‚

(Hahaha I’m so funny.)


(Shut Up…)

The Awkward “Post After”…

Hello wonderful people!!
I am back!! ๐Ÿ˜€
Sorry for ditching my Thursday posting day. And this time I even have a proper reason ๐Ÿ˜‰
No, but seriously though, my last post was kind of a big deal for me and every post I’ve written since then seemed kind of weak and pathetic in comparison (how sad is it that a just spent 5 minutes trying to remember the correct spelling of that godforsaken word…?).
So I decided to skip Thursday, ’cause you know what they say “quality always trumps quantity” ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜›
Anyways now I am back hopefully in full glory!!!

Ok so I have a confession to make…. I don’t really have anything planned for today’s post (yes, I’veย  been neglecting my blog plan so sue me, I ain’t perfect *insert sassy gesture here*) but I’ve really missed y’all and I’ve been stuck in a car for the last 6 hours and my butt hurts and I’m slowly but surely going insane *takes deep gasping breath because the sentence turned out longer then expected and continues* hhaaaand this terrible thought suddenly popped into my head that maybe I should stop blogging or take a break or maybe I don’t even like blogging anymore and so I was like NOOO!!! I must trump this negativity, so here I am shaky and out of breath wondering if you’d like to have coffee with me *smiles seductively*

(So what do you say? Coffee and Croissant for two ๐Ÿ˜‰ )

P.S.: I also wanted to thank you guys for the wonderful reaction to my last post. All the comments, the likes, the new followers… Seriously… You don’t know how much they mean to me ๐Ÿ™‚ As a matter of fact even I was surprised by how happy and complete I felt whenever I read one of your responses ๐Ÿ™‚ ๐Ÿ˜›

Jeez guys I’m sorry for being so sappy lately….. I must be going through some kind of phase…. Or maybe Winter finally caught up with my mood ๐Ÿ˜‰ (I am a summer person through and through 🌞)

Wow. Ok. I’m gonna stop now before this post becomes anymore awkward and bumpy…
(Gosh what must my new followers think of me!!! 🙈 *cringes in embarrassment*

Yeeeeeaaaaaaah… I’m just gonna….
*throws smoke bomb and disappears forever*


Well at least I have my smileys….

I can’t wait!!!

Sometimes I can’t wait for the future to come.

I can’t wait till I finally graduate.

I can’t wait till I can finally start studying.

I can’t wait till I can finally start my own life.

I can’t wait till I can finally take my own responsibility and make my own mistakes.

I can’t wait till I can finally buy my own little, scrumpy, crummy apartment.

I can’t wait till I can finally visit New Zealand!! (Maybe I’ll buy my crummy apartment there ๐Ÿ˜‰ )

*jumps up and down excitedly*

I can’t wait I can’t wait I can’t wait!!!!bunny smiley

But now I’m stuck in the present so I guess I have to make do for the time being….

Oh weeeeell….

Gosh! Do you know what is the most annoying thing ever??! Having this unbearable urge to take loads and loads of pictures, but having that urge brutally denied due to pitch black darkness (I accidentally wrote “b**** black”…haha. Oops!ย 😁 Ahem! Not funny. Ok moving on.)ย There’s only so much you can photograph inside….

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Yes, we still have our Christmas decorations up. So sue me ๐Ÿ˜›

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And this is my book case. As you can see I am a very literate person. *nods head proudly*

So school sucks. Sorry? Was that sudden change of thought to sudden for? Let me clear you up ๐Ÿ˜‰

I was thinking about what to write next. Coming up with a few good half sentences but never quite finishing because my mind would inevitably end up at schoooooool. Which annoys me cause then I start to think about all the things I have to do and the upcoming exams and blahdiblahdiblah, so then I start feeling like this:

And when I desperately try to save my mind from the black hole that is my never ending to do list, it looks a little something like ah this:ย 

(Is it just me or does this look like an egg….? o.O)

Of course I fail… Next up is me starting to feel terribly overwhelmed and stressed and I start freaking out and wondering how in Godiva’s name I’m supposed to manage the upcoming weeks:

ย A good while after the panic attack, my brain goes in overdrive. There’s a loud CLACK in my head and a blinding light! And all I have left is a gray, smushy mass that used to be the place where my knowledge was kept safe:

The next stages happen quite quickly. First, I ask God, the world and the universe what terrible things I have done in my past life to deserve this:

Pretty shortly after that I’m like: “Screw dis sh*t” (Pardon my French ๐Ÿ˜› )

And before you can say”Quidditch” I’m working on some serious ZZZs:ย 

(Did anyone get the Harry Potter reference in this sentence?🙈)

Guess in which stage I am now?? ๐Ÿ˜‰ ๐Ÿ˜›

So anyways this is totally NOT the post I had intended….ย It just….happened….. But thank you for listening none the less ๐Ÿ™‚ you are a great person to talk to ๐Ÿ˜€

I am off to bed now, sooo

Good Night, my dearย people ๐Ÿ™‚

ย 🌿 Thinking-Out-Loud2ย 🌿

“Nursing a cup of coffee”

(I apologize beforehand if this post is weird and confusing. Bear with me, the coffee has yet to show it’s effect ๐Ÿ™‚ )

Now I finally know what that phrase really means (not that it was something I was striving to accomplish…).ย 
Let me elaborate. ย As you may remember I went to a One Republic concert on Monday (short recap: it was awesome!) and even though I don’t regret going with a single fiber in my body, Tuesday morning was NOT easy!!! When the alarm clock went of at 6:10 AM, oh gosh, I swear I was this close *holds up index finger and thumb 1 cm apart* ย to shedding a few tears…..

After forcing my body out of bed and somehow managing to find matching socks, I finally made it to the part of the morning I was looking forward to the most: my sweet, glorious, wonderfully fulfilling, only reason I’m still alive coffee.


And that’s where the phrase “nursing a cup of coffee” comes in ๐Ÿ˜‰ ’cause that is the only way I could describe my physical and mental state that particular morning…………..

(I may or may not have added a tablespoon of nutella ๐Ÿ˜› which may or may not have been inspired from hereย ๐Ÿ˜‰

#mesomysteriousย )

Gosh even now all I want to do is curl up in my bed… And it’s FRIDAY!!!ย big bed smileyย  ย ย *Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah*

Oh well have a wonderful day everyone!!!! Good Luck for all the tests, presentations, big talks, or other important things you have to do today!!!!!!!!!

Girl…. let’s talk weather.

(I hope all male readers have not been offended by the headline, if so please contact me below. Apricots and Cream now asks you to take a seat and wishes you a pleasant flight ๐Ÿ™‚ ).



I hate the cold weather.

I hate the fact that I’m currently bundled up in a fluffy blanket with some hot tea next to me and I can’t seem to get warm. I hate the fact that it’s 5 PM and it’s pitch black already………..

Uuugh this weather really gets to me. In all aspects!!! I am tired as a sheep, have a headache like parrots must have sometimes with all that annoying squawking they got going on, and unmotivated like kitten in a spot of sunshine….

(I would give a lot to be that cat right now….)




*Siiiiiigh*ย  I swear the moment the sky clouds over so does my brain. Add darkness and you can practically put my in a corner, with a cookie mind you, and leave my there (maybe come back after a while and bring a book though…. A girl can only amuse herself with her thoughts for so long).

Anyways that’s what happened today…. I had all these marvelous (don’t forget the British accent ๐Ÿ˜‰ ) and productive things planned, but thenย a shadowย fell over the village and motivation was no more…………

Random thought attack: Has anyone else noticed that whenever you’re in a bad mood the music on the radio (pardon my French) sucks???!

Oh wait!! A rare good song has been sighted!!! I must depart immediately!!!

Goodbye my dear people, may your day be more gloriousย than mine ๐Ÿ˜‰

(here’s a kitten in a shoe to round things off ๐Ÿ˜‰ )