This love has taken it’s toll, she said goodbye too many times before

(Disclaimer: This post has nothing to do with the heading I’m just listening to the song at the moment and I love it ๐Ÿ™‚ย ๐Ÿ˜)

Do you know that feeling when everything is just too much!!!!! School, friends, blogging, life, just everything!!! Iย feel like I’m in some dream watching passively day in day out, sometimes trying to grasp hold of something only to let it slip away moments later…

Graduation is app. 1 year away and already they are making us write like this HUGE essay and there’s no avoiding itย otherwise we’re not allowed to participate in the final exams. And the platform where we were supposed to upload our layout and index (yes it needs an index) and yadiyadiyaa crashed!!! For like A WEEK!!! And all the schools are freaking out, all the teachers are nervous and I’m not even mentioning the stress the students are feeling (I should add, Austria’s school system changed drastically half a year ago and we’re all still trying to cope with the alterations…. the essay is one of them… *shudders in disgust*)

All my friends talk about is the stupid essay and the crashed site and how stressed they all are and, I don’t know about you, but that makes me even MORE stressed and strung out and panicky. The teachers are constantly asking us if the website is back on and if we already upload our things because the deadline is next week!! And don’t even get me STARTED on the idiotic bibliography rules!!!!!!

Did I mention that I have lost the ability of falling asleep on my own and now have to listening to calming sleep music (you know waterfalls, and waves and stuff)ย to make my head stop thinking and allow my body a few seconds of rest. Of course I wake up with the freaking sun, which NORMALLY I love but daaaaaaaamn I needs ma sleep too!!!!!!!!!!!

Also it’s still winter and everything is dark and so, so cold. And I hate the dark and the cold and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m gonna survive this. I know I will. But sweet cookie it’s gonna be a rough journey….

P.S.: You may have figured this out already, but my blogging schedule….practically nonexistent at the moment…. I’ll blog whenever I find the time. I hope you guys don’t mind too badly ๐Ÿ™‚ I just can’t have another responsibility right now.

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Could somebody PLEASE remove this screwdriver from my brain!!!!!

Ok people this is it.

Tomorrow at this time I will have survived my Biology exam and (much more importantly) my Math exam.

After that all I have to do is withstand the freaking Latin exam on Thursday and then everything will be over! At least for this semester….

Oh gosh I can’t wait for Thursday afternoon!!!! Then I can finally go back to being the cheerful, perky blogger you all know and love instead of this depressed, stressed and not well dressed (sorry had to do that…. Temptation was too strong… ๐Ÿ˜› ) student. Seriously, I feel like a piece of runny dough that has been rolled out to thin, and even though somebody is desperately trying to cut cookies out of it, it just ain’t working anymore!!! So stop it!!! You’re harassing the cookie dough and the cookie dough does not like to be harassed!!

In all honesty though, with my current state of mind, I couldn’t come up with a decent blog post to save my life…

So with these joyful words I shall now leave you and instead pictures of cookie dough shall take my place. I’m sure you two will find a lot of things to talk about, and frankly cookie dough is in a much more amusing than apricots and cream.

At least for the time being….

Enjoy: ๐Ÿ˜€

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(I present to you heaven in a bowl.)

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