This love has taken it’s toll, she said goodbye too many times before

(Disclaimer: This post has nothing to do with the heading I’m just listening to the song at the moment and I love it 🙂 😍)

Do you know that feeling when everything is just too much!!!!! School, friends, blogging, life, just everything!!! I feel like I’m in some dream watching passively day in day out, sometimes trying to grasp hold of something only to let it slip away moments later…

Graduation is app. 1 year away and already they are making us write like this HUGE essay and there’s no avoiding it otherwise we’re not allowed to participate in the final exams. And the platform where we were supposed to upload our layout and index (yes it needs an index) and yadiyadiyaa crashed!!! For like A WEEK!!! And all the schools are freaking out, all the teachers are nervous and I’m not even mentioning the stress the students are feeling (I should add, Austria’s school system changed drastically half a year ago and we’re all still trying to cope with the alterations…. the essay is one of them… *shudders in disgust*)

All my friends talk about is the stupid essay and the crashed site and how stressed they all are and, I don’t know about you, but that makes me even MORE stressed and strung out and panicky. The teachers are constantly asking us if the website is back on and if we already upload our things because the deadline is next week!! And don’t even get me STARTED on the idiotic bibliography rules!!!!!!

Did I mention that I have lost the ability of falling asleep on my own and now have to listening to calming sleep music (you know waterfalls, and waves and stuff) to make my head stop thinking and allow my body a few seconds of rest. Of course I wake up with the freaking sun, which NORMALLY I love but daaaaaaaamn I needs ma sleep too!!!!!!!!!!!

Also it’s still winter and everything is dark and so, so cold. And I hate the dark and the cold and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m gonna survive this. I know I will. But sweet cookie it’s gonna be a rough journey….

P.S.: You may have figured this out already, but my blogging schedule….practically nonexistent at the moment…. I’ll blog whenever I find the time. I hope you guys don’t mind too badly 🙂 I just can’t have another responsibility right now.

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Could somebody PLEASE remove this screwdriver from my brain!!!!!

Ok people this is it.

Tomorrow at this time I will have survived my Biology exam and (much more importantly) my Math exam.

After that all I have to do is withstand the freaking Latin exam on Thursday and then everything will be over! At least for this semester….

Oh gosh I can’t wait for Thursday afternoon!!!! Then I can finally go back to being the cheerful, perky blogger you all know and love instead of this depressed, stressed and not well dressed (sorry had to do that…. Temptation was too strong… 😛 ) student. Seriously, I feel like a piece of runny dough that has been rolled out to thin, and even though somebody is desperately trying to cut cookies out of it, it just ain’t working anymore!!! So stop it!!! You’re harassing the cookie dough and the cookie dough does not like to be harassed!!

In all honesty though, with my current state of mind, I couldn’t come up with a decent blog post to save my life…

So with these joyful words I shall now leave you and instead pictures of cookie dough shall take my place. I’m sure you two will find a lot of things to talk about, and frankly cookie dough is in a much more amusing than apricots and cream.

At least for the time being….

Enjoy: 😀

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(I present to you heaven in a bowl.)

So now I know what a zombie feels like….

Goose almighty I just looked up zombies on Google Images and have now lost the ability of sleeping….

(This is the safest one I found…. Not sure if this is cute or disturbing…)

So tell me, how are you?

Really? Uhuh… Uhuh……Uhuh…………..Uhzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Hmm?!?!

What??? What??  Where am I??! You talkin’ to me???

Sorry folks, I didn’t mean to be rude… Sleep has been kinda non existent here in good ole Coraville.

I can hardly believe this is my third day back at school!!! It feels like I never left *siiiiiiiiiiiigh*

On a more cheerful note it snowed yesterday 🙂

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(Thank you, Professor VJ  Duke for sending some of your snow over 😉 )

So yay… At least I got that working for me….. Although I have lost the feeling of my fingers so often by now I’m surprised they’re even attached. But enough with this danged negativity!!! Let me show you some pretty pictures of the Winter Wonderland around our house:

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Oooooooh it’s snoooow 😍

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Looooooook at da pretty snow!!!!!! ❄️❄️❄️ ❤ ❄️❄️❄️

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LOOK AT IT!!!!! O.O

Sorry for being all intense this is probably the only good thing that happened all week……. Aaaah stop with the antagonism already!! Daaaaamn…….. I am a happy and cheerful person and I shall not let school suck it out of me! So there!!

(I’ve been writing this post for a while now and if you look closely you can see the changes in my mood 😛 )

Ah well enough with the rambling, I am off to learn about lightning and why it is what it is! Wish me luck my fellow people and may your day be zazzier than mine 😀

Toodles!!


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a² + b² = c²onfusion

Feeling very uninspired today….

You wanna know why? No? Sorry hun I’ll tell you any way 😉 😛

I HAVE MATH EXAM ON THURSDAY!!!!!!!!!! *heavy breathing*

Aaaah I hate math exams so so sooooo much!!!!! It’s like this little thing inside my head. Constantly reminding me of the terrible day. Constantly telling me to study. Even when I’m not thinking about it, it’s still there. Following me. It’s all I think about. It’s all I talk about. *whispers in strained voice* It’s all I dream about…..

I can’t eat. I can’t sleep. It’s ruining me-

*breaks down crying* 

Whao, whao, whoaaw. Reality-Check!!!!!

*bling, twinkle, bling aka sound that stars make twinkle, twinkle*

Phew. Ok I’m back!!! Sorry ’bout that… As you may have noticed math kinda, sorta gets to me….

Anyways I’ve been studying like a crazy person, so I decided to take a break.  I present to you *spreads arms wide and looks around*   my break.

I actually wanted to write about something more ingenious, but I came up with a blank………. Well, at least now you know what my thoughts look like 4 days before an exam….. 😉

*turns to watch, notices time, gasps, slowly turns back to screen and whispers in a hushed voice*  It’s time.

May the odds *pause* be ever *pause again*  in your favor.

(Dun, dun,duun)

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(P.S: Did you see the new Hunger Games Movie???!??!!! O.M.G It’s like…. I’m sorry I don’t even have the words to describe it…. But OH MY GOSH!!!)